Hopelessly, I'll love you endlessly...

Contact Info    Ask me anything    Comments

My name is Amber! I live in Baltimore, Maryland and have most of my life. I'm 33, yet I am still pretty damn good looking for my age. It's crazy how fast times flies by, cause I definitely still feel 18!!!!! My hobbies include reading, whether it be fiction, non fiction, poetry, religion, philosophy, history, and of course my beloved ❀️COMICS❀️!!!!! Books have always been my form of escape, they're very therapeutic for me in my dark times. I am in recovery, I have been clean from active addiction from heroin for almost 12 yrs. I am very grateful to be alive cause I have had way to many close calls. Sadly,I was recently diagnosed with the disease PPH, or Pulmonary Hypertension. It is incurable and terminal, they caught me in the final stages, not that it would really matter much in the long run. I have always tried to live everyday as if were my last anyway. I have no regrets, just sadness at having to say goodbye so early to the one's cherish. But I have found a lot of strength since my diagnosis, I have had to endure such pain and horrific things I never dreamed I had the strength I could do, but I did. I have a endless amount of fight in me. But if I pass away tomorrow, I am also at complete peace. My tumblr is just a collection all the things I fancy. Anything from Literature, Religion, Demonology,Tattoos, Pinup girls, Fashion, makeup, Comics, Movies, Poetry, Mythology, lost civilizations, TWD, all black everything, all black everyday, Star Wars, LOTR, Battlestar, x-files, plus lots of hot girls 😏and soo much more. Β I am a pretty interesting yet slightly odd girl at times! Let's get weird and be friends πŸ˜ˆπŸ’€www.facebook.com/Amber.Kauffman.Freeman

September 16, 2014 at 10:16pm
387,136 notes
Reblogged from ancientwoodlands

(Source: ancientwoodlands, via rosasanctus)

12:52am
355,366 notes
Reblogged from ruinedchildhood

karkat55:

lainabeatles:

ruinedchildhood:

Costco doesnt fuck around

What the ever-loving fuck

Maybe they are just really small people.

Copious amounts of Booze, Nutella, Candy, and Cheetos…fuck yes I know now were I shall be hiding out during the zombie apocalypse!!

12:38am
350 notes
Reblogged from socialpsychopathblr

September 13, 2014 at 8:31pm
2 notes
So happy to have my purple touched up!! My weave was looking a tad rough, I hate it when it gets pastel and washed out! I like it bold and vivid, and bright!! πŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ˜

So happy to have my purple touched up!! My weave was looking a tad rough, I hate it when it gets pastel and washed out! I like it bold and vivid, and bright!! πŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ˜

7:06pm
2,718 notes
Reblogged from sistersjude

"There’s something that’s sexy about a guy who has the strength to kill somebody, but is also vulnerable enough to be in love. It’s just those two sides - like, I don’t know why, but women for some reason aren’t attracted to normal guys, like, guys who are in between"

"There’s something that’s sexy about a guy who has the strength to kill somebody, but is also vulnerable enough to be in love. It’s just those two sides - like, I don’t know why, but women for some reason aren’t attracted to normal guys, like, guys who are in between"

(Source: sistersjude, via sugardoll-kitten)

1:06am
6 notes
Reblogged from androgynousfuckery

You see all my light and you love my dark

— (via androgynousfuckery)

1:05am
325 notes
Reblogged from thestormiafterthecalm
thestormiafterthecalm:

Until our fates collide again.

thestormiafterthecalm:

Until our fates collide again.

(via androgynousfuckery)

September 12, 2014 at 7:37pm
0 notes

Yay!!! I love when packages come in the mail! My latest makeup haul from NYX, got a few of each of their new products and a few holy grail staples I was getting low on. Sooo excited to try their new Vamp lippies, they are super pigmented, opaque, and gorgeous. For all you none purple ladies they have the same thing called Simply Red that’s all various gorgeous red colors, I will be getting some of those. Plus I got their new eyebrow gel I love my Anastasia Dipbrow pomade but it’s kinda pricey at $20 bucks a jar. So I’m trying NYX eyebrow gels to see if they make a good replacement. Lastly I got their brand new gel liner it’s suppose up be extreme epic black and matte! We shall see!! πŸ’œπŸ’„

September 10, 2014 at 10:04pm
4 notes
She’s got a date at midnight
With Nosferatu.
Oh baby, Lilly Munster.
Ain’t got nothing on you.

Well when I called her evil
She just laughed.
And cast that spell on me.
Boo Bitch Craft.

Yeah you wanna go out
‘cause it’s raining and blowing.
You can’t go out
‘cause your roots are showing.

Dye ‘em black.
Dye ‘em black.

Black black black black No. 1
Black black black black No. 1.

Little wolf skin boots
And clove cigarettes.
An erotic funeral
For witch she’s dressed.

Her perfume smells like
Burning leaves.
Everyday is Halloween.

Yeah you wanna go out
‘cause it’s raining and blowing.
You can’t go out
‘cause your roots are showing.

Dye ‘em black.
Dye ‘em black.

Black black black black No. 1
She dyes’em black
Black black black black No. 1
Black No. 1.

Loving you
Loving you,
Love loving you
Was like loving the dead.

Loving you
Loving you,
Love loving you
Was like loving the dead.

Loving you
Was like loving the dead,
Loving you
Was like loving the dead.

Loving you
Was like loving the dead

She’s got a date at midnight
With Nosferatu.
Oh baby, Lilly Munster.
Ain’t got nothing on you.

Well when I called her evil
She just laughed.
And cast that spell on me.
Boo Bitch Craft.

Yeah you wanna go out
‘cause it’s raining and blowing.
You can’t go out
‘cause your roots are showing.

Dye ‘em black.
Dye ‘em black.

Black black black black No. 1
Black black black black No. 1.

Little wolf skin boots
And clove cigarettes.
An erotic funeral
For witch she’s dressed.

Her perfume smells like
Burning leaves.
Everyday is Halloween.

Yeah you wanna go out
‘cause it’s raining and blowing.
You can’t go out
‘cause your roots are showing.

Dye ‘em black.
Dye ‘em black.

Black black black black No. 1
She dyes’em black
Black black black black No. 1
Black No. 1.

Loving you
Loving you,
Love loving you
Was like loving the dead.

Loving you
Loving you,
Love loving you
Was like loving the dead.

Loving you
Was like loving the dead,
Loving you
Was like loving the dead.

Loving you
Was like loving the dead

6:03am
1 note
Truth πŸŽƒπŸ’€πŸŽƒ #realtalk #halloween #wednesdayadamsismyhero #wednesdayswewearblack #bitchcraft #bringonthecold #zerofucksgiven #ijustwantthecandy #gimmeallthecandy #fatkidstatus

Truth πŸŽƒπŸ’€πŸŽƒ #realtalk #halloween #wednesdayadamsismyhero #wednesdayswewearblack #bitchcraft #bringonthecold #zerofucksgiven #ijustwantthecandy #gimmeallthecandy #fatkidstatus

September 1, 2014 at 2:28am
1,326 notes
Reblogged from slaughteringbunnies

(Source: slaughteringbunnies, via thevampyreblood)

August 31, 2014 at 6:00pm
4 notes
Date night, just going to the fair. But still gotta look on point. Fuck being a basic bitch πŸ˜‰ #glam #purplehair #contourandhighlight #tattooed #fuckdembasicbitches #cateye #vamp #goddess #goth #curvy #curvesfordays #instagood #faceoftheday #potd #motd #modifiedgirls #dollswithdye #nyxtaupe #girlswithtattoos #beatface

Date night, just going to the fair. But still gotta look on point. Fuck being a basic bitch πŸ˜‰ #glam #purplehair #contourandhighlight #tattooed #fuckdembasicbitches #cateye #vamp #goddess #goth #curvy #curvesfordays #instagood #faceoftheday #potd #motd #modifiedgirls #dollswithdye #nyxtaupe #girlswithtattoos #beatface

August 27, 2014 at 4:20pm
0 notes

thevampyreblood said: Hello Amber ~~~ I am happy to be following you as you so chose to follow me recently. You are a very beautiful young Lady, I must say (-: Indeed, let's get weird & become good friends !!! (-: <3 (-: Jesse OX

Well thank you!! You to kind love! I love your IG it has soo much of the things I enjoy, it’s a honor to be able to follow you!

3:59pm
0 notes

iamgoldfish69 said: Are you an Edgar Allan Poe fan?

Absolutely! I fell in love with poetry, and reading older literature especially of the macabre variety. Also, I grow up and live in Baltimore, I spent my teen yrs hanging around his grave and visiting his home here. He has been a true inspiration. Why ask anonymously? Show yourself, I don’t bite! Well unless you want me too! :)

August 25, 2014 at 10:29pm
1,718 notes
Reblogged from homofideoracle-deactivated20130
madness-and-gods:

 

madness-and-gods:

Β 

(via morganmacabre)